Tuesday 24 September 2013

24/9

WHATEVER.
One word that i hate the most is "DRIFT".

    When i was young i got hurt when my parents says I was picked up from the rubbish bin or adopted but now i was hurt when somebody used to be close to me and drift away. They created so much memories and in the end .... ??  "Life goes on..... " said Nicholas tzk aka my mentor :> I always believe that if somebody wants to talk to me they will be the first one who start the conversations. So since young i am just waiting for somebody to talk to me. Unfortunately, I begin to be the one who start the convo sice last year? And i found out that i ALWAYS give myself high hopes and got veryveryvery disappointed in the end. Therefore, i stop taking initiative but recently i did it again... Guess what??  I've got the same result being disappointed.
     Woke up from da rooster alarm at 6am and wash up then off to school!! 6 more days to exam yet i am still blogging hehe... Too lazy to talk about what happen during school so lets skip to after school. Went to rp MNDZM n beautiful soh to print picture for Simzhen. Then went home to bathe and wait for cody to come. Then we got to Hougang 1 , mac,  study and i saw all the GIs  . Then after that Darius , kenneth and friends came and hah as expected we didnt talked at all. I gave myself hopes again... -.- So i promised myself never to expect anything. !@#$$%^&*() I went home w a :( tmr emo girl99 also uh. But then my brother being a good host and treat cody pizzaaaaassss yumzz hehe then i bathe again and wore my pyjamas w cody whoops yolo!!! STUDYSTUDYSTUDY. Goodnightsx ):(